A lot has happened to me over the last months. It is tough to quantify everything has happened in the last eight or nine months. Nine months ago this week, my passed away after a short, but gallant fight against vicious form of lymphoma. It was a shock to lose my mom as quickly as I did. She had been a the picture of health, at least as healthy as a 70 year old woman can be, but slowly, last summer she started to tire and get weird bruises on her arm, but she equated the tiredness to stress and some depression and the bruises to using 'too much aspirin," but, as summer faded into early autumn, she became more tired and was afraid she had slipped into a deeper depression. So she went to the doctor and he prescribed her some antidepressant medication. That made things worse. The reaction to the medication was scary. She was sick, couldn't eat and when she did she would get sick to her stomach. She lost weight.
She went back to the doctor and essentially demanded a blood test. He gave her a blood and test and it was discovered she had an incredibly high white blood cell count. The average person's white blood cell count is, if i remember correctly 5,000, mom's count was somewhere's upwards of 250,000. To say she was thrown into the hospital is an understatement. Her doctor, almost literally threw her bodily into the hospital. She was in the hospital for the first time for two full weeks.
Long story short, mom was in the hospital two more times. She died in the hospital on November 5, 2011. she was a tough woman, she soldiered on the best she could. That mantel cell was just too strong for her.
After she passed, I decided I had to move. The house I was living in was, to say the least, much too big for me. One person and a little cat in 2000 square feet is very much like a little green pea in a large tin can. The beginning of April I moved from the house I'd lived in for almost ten years to a smaller, two story "town home' closer to Indianapolis. This place is a bit too big for me, too, but it has a washer and dryer hookup, which is nice because I don't have to take my wash to a laundromat (bluch).
In May, I lost my job. I was fired because I did something incredibly stupid and I'm not sure why I did it, but I did it and I admitted to it. And I was fired. At the beginning of June I started a new job: car salesman. Its not an easy gig, that's for sure. I haven't made much money from selling, but I believe in the maxim that 80 percent is showing up. I show up every day and try and learn something new.
With the year 2012 officially half over, I'm curious and a bit worried about what 2012 will look like in the rearview of 2013.
I have many good tools to get through next months, mainly Faith and Prayer.